I need to master the art of being consistent in blogging and not getting bored of blogging every few days.
I know there's a tactic behind it...
just can't seem to know how.

Recently the thought of going to gym's been weighing heavily on my mind.
I've been idling alot and i wasted the past 7 months learning practically nothing.
Comp is in a couple of months and till now i don't feel the urgency of bucking up and perfecting my stunts.
Lost the touch of doing a backsommer already,
and don't even get me started on completing extension.

Hmm..
and now i wonder if anyone in this batch is going to further 'upgrade' and master A division too.

many failed attempts at jumpshot




Doesn't this look familiar?
Its the arriving photo and leaving photo lol.














Chalet was awesome,wasn't particularly fun but overall it wasn't horrible.
To summarize,had pizza for dinner,bbq for lunch,checked out OCH,headed to the beach,
the sky was mesmerizing,it was dotted with stars and the moon was just stunning.
Got drunk too. The guys were there at my moment of glory <:

Holidays,i'm comingggg! <:

No more waking up five forty five every morning,
no more taking a close to an hour journey to school everyday,
no more matrices and angle properties of circles,
no more horribly annoying teachers,
and best of all no more ng!!
-insert huge grin-
Well at least for two months or so.

Im looking forward to these dates during hols:
12 November ♡♡♡
14 November ♡
17 November ♡
30 November ♡♡
14-16 December ♡
25 December ♡♡♡

Exam period now,i ought to do so much more to prepare for exams.
Its all about strategy. Hmm.
I like doing cheap talk. It makes life a lil easier to get by :>

Quiz quiz.

1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? 21's ideal.
   
2. Which is worse, failing or never trying? Never trying,cause its not the outcome that matters,its the experience be it good or bad.
   
3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do? Because reality sucks.
   
4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Im pretty balanced.
   
5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world? Selfishness.
   
6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich? I honestly don't have a clue.
   
7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing? A mixture of both. I will never do something i don't believe in,but at the same time im practical,yeah.
   
8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently? I wouldn't spend half my life studying. Instead i'd rather do something that actually benefits the world,not me.
   
9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken? 1.569 degrees,hah.
   
10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things? Doing things right. The right thing to do may not be the best thing to do.
    
11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do? These people are not worthy of respect and admiration to begin with.
    
12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? "you'll learn on the way"
    
13. Would you break the law to save a loved one? Love overrules justice in the end.
14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity? If im getting this question right,yes
    
15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people? Nearly everything. I laugh louder,sing louder. And i smile big,wide genuine smiles cause sometimes thats just what some people needs.
16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy? Simple,one man's joke is another man's snooze.
    
17. Whats one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back? Move to the states,experience a whole new perspective in life. My mom and sis.
    
18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? In the process of trying.
19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why? New Zealand. Life's at a much slower pace there.
    
20. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster? No and lol.
    
21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton? A worried genius. I enjoy thinking and finding out the answers to the impossible "whys"
    
22. Why are you, you? The same reason why everyone else,is everyone else.
    
23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend? Yes i have.
    
24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you? When a good friend moves away.
    
25. What are you most grateful for? Real love.
26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones? Lose all of my old memories. I'm only 15,got a whole life ahead of me.
27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?  Yes but i challenge it anyway.
    
28. Has your greatest fear ever come true? I do not have a greatest fear. I don't let fear take charge of my life.
    
29. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now? Yes and no.
    
30. What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special? Regentville catching. Nothing could,can and ever will replace those times. My two bestfriends are not just a memory till now *grateful*
31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive? When i finally began to grow up and important tasks are given to me to handle.
    
32. If not now, then when? When i feel like it,you dick.
    
33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose? the effort.
    
34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever? Yes :)
    
35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars? They make simple real love complicated. Their belief of love is corrupted and they are in major delusion.
    
36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil? Never ever.
    
37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job? I don't have a job.
    
38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing? More work i enjoy doing.cause it's not a chore,its a passion/enjoyment.
    
39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before? Nope. Everyday is different because of the little things we do in a day.
    
40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in? When i said "goodbye"
    
41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today? My heart. I need to be emotionally prepared.
42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous? Doubt so. No point in dying pretty when you're gonna look as ugly when your face begins to rot in a coffin and no point in being famous when you're dying cause a few years after no one remembers your name.
    
43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living? Everything.
    
44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right? The time is now.
    
45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake? Because experience is the harshest teacher,it gives you the results before the lessons,and humans are not accustomed to that.
    
46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you? Nothing. Its not like i care about the judgement made by an imperfect person himself.
47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing? Hmmm...
    
48. What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love? I love many. I work in the most secretive and weird ways.HAHAHA.
    
49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that? Probably not.
    
50. Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you? I am making them for myself as well as others :)